Elspeth Starkenburg

Elspeth Starkenburg's Arc

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Elspeth Starkenburg's dream is training the stray barn cat who follows her home to sleep curled against her pillow every night..

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Chapter 1

Elspeth wanted one thing that would stay: the barn cat asleep against her pillow each night. But the cat ran every time she came close. It was a white calico with orange and grey patches, and it slept in the barn near Amalia's cottage. Elspeth had watched it for three days. Each time she reached out, it bolted under the boards. Her father used to say animals came to you if you stopped chasing. She missed him every day. She still thought of his chair, of the worn spot on its left arm where his hand had rested. She could not bring him back. She could bring the cat back, maybe, if she was patient. Today she carried a homemade toy. A feather hung from a string tied to a plain stick. She had knotted the string herself. She stood at the barn door and did not step inside. The cat watched from a hay pile. Its eyes were wide. Elspeth crouched low and looked at the dirt instead of the cat. She dragged the feather slow across the ground. "I won't grab you," she said. "I promise." The feather twitched. She flicked it, and it hopped like a bug. The cat's ears turned forward. Elspeth kept her hand still on the stick and let the feather do the moving. One paw came out from the hay. Then the other. The cat crept closer, low to the ground, eyes fixed on the feather. Elspeth held her breath. She wanted so badly to reach out. She didn't. She dragged the feather a little nearer to her knee. The cat pounced. It caught the feather in both paws and rolled onto its side, biting the string. It landed against Elspeth's shoe. It did not run. It stayed, wrestling the feather, close enough to touch. Elspeth did not touch it. She only watched. A name came to her while she watched the orange patch on its side. It looked like the skin of the apples on the tree behind the cottage. "Apple," she whispered. "I'll call you Apple." The cat let go of the feather. It sat up and looked at her, one whisker still bent from playing. Then it did something new. It rubbed its head once against her ankle, quick and light, and trotted back to the hay pile. Elspeth stayed crouched a long time after it left. Her heart pounded. The cat had chosen to come. She had a name for it now, and a way to reach it. But the cat had gone back to the barn. It had not followed her home. Getting close was only the start. Now she had to make the cat leave the barn behind and come to the cottage, where the pillow waited.

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Chapter 2

Roslyn found Elspeth at the barn door the next morning. Apple sat in the hay, watching them both. Roslyn crouched beside the girl and spoke plainly. "The man who owns this barn wants the cat gone. She scares his hens off their nests." Elspeth felt her stomach drop. Apple had a name now. Apple had rubbed against her ankle. And a stranger could drive her off before she ever slept on the pillow. Elspeth did not cry. She thought about her father, who liked people who fed him without being asked. He said you got what you wanted by showing up and being useful. So she went to the cottage and pulled Amalia's sleeve. "Please. Help me talk to the farmer. Both of you." Amalia rubbed her tired eyes. She did not reach for the flask on her belt. "Talking's not my strong suit," she said. "But I can stand behind you and look mean. Come on." Roslyn wiped her hands on her leather apron and nodded. "I know Heinrich. He drinks my brandy. Let's go." They found the old farmer by the hen house. He wore a straw hat and a scowl. He held a bucket of feed and glared at the barn. "That white beast circles my hens like a wolf," he said. "She goes. Today." His voice was rough as gravel. Elspeth stepped forward before Amalia could speak. Her hands shook, but she kept talking. "She's not hunting your hens, sir. She's hunting mice. Mice steal your feed. Look." She pointed at the gnaw marks along the bucket's rim. Heinrich looked down. He frowned harder, but he looked. Roslyn spoke next, plain and sure. "A barn without a mouser loses more grain than any hen's worth. My grandfather kept two cats. He never lost a sack." Heinrich grunted. He turned the bucket in his hands and studied the chewed edge. "The hens are jumpy," he said. "That's real." Amalia crossed her arms. "Then the cat leaves the barn at night and sleeps at the cottage. Off your land after dark. Hens rest. Mice still die." She said it flat, like a soldier reporting. Heinrich squinted at her scar, then at the small girl beside her. The old man was quiet a long moment. He pushed his hat back. "She keeps the mice down, she can stay in the daytime," he said. "But I want her out of my barn come dusk. Every night. That's the deal." Elspeth's heart pounded. "Every night," she repeated. "She comes to the cottage every night." That was exactly what she wanted. She almost laughed. Heinrich waved them off and went back to his hens. Roslyn squeezed Elspeth's shoulder. Amalia said nothing, but the corner of her mouth twitched. Elspeth looked back at the barn. Apple watched from the hay. The farmer would not drive her off now. But keeping her was Elspeth's job now. She had to make Apple choose the cottage over the barn, every single dusk, on her own.

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Chapter 3

Amalia buttoned her belt for the tavern. She crouched by the fire and studied Elspeth. "I work Roslyn's evening shift now," she said. "That means I'm gone at dusk. That's when the cat needs to come home." She rubbed her tired eyes. "You can't chase her alone. She spooks and bolts." Elspeth knew this was true. Two nights running, she had reached for Apple's fur, and the cat had darted into the dark. Amalia had caught her both times. Tonight Amalia would be pouring measures for Roslyn instead. Elspeth thought about her father. He said you did not catch a thing by grabbing. You made it want to come. So she made a plan without hands in it. All afternoon she worked. She lined an old crate with a cushion. She draped a soft pink blanket over the top so it looked warm inside. She set the crate by the cottage door, where Apple could see it from the field. Then she found the feather toy she had tied herself, feather on a string on a stick. At dusk Amalia paused at the door. "You sure?" she asked. "Go," Elspeth said. "I've got her." Amalia looked at the crate, then at the girl. She did not argue. "Home by full dark," she said, and went. Elspeth put on her fur-lined cloak against the cold. She carried the feather stick to the edge of the field. Apple sat in the hay by the barn, watching. Elspeth did not walk toward her. She sat on the ground near the crate and dragged the feather slow across the dirt. Apple's ears turned. The feather hopped. The cat crept two steps from the barn, then stopped. Elspeth kept still. She flicked the string so the feather jumped like a bug. Apple's tail twitched. Elspeth backed toward the crate, trailing the feather behind her. Apple followed, low to the ground, eyes fixed. Elspeth did not reach out. She let the feather rest inside the crate on the blanket. Then she waited. Apple stopped at the crate's edge. She sniffed the cushion. She pressed a paw to the blanket, then climbed in and turned a slow circle. She batted the feather once and settled against the pink cloth. She did not bolt. Elspeth's chest hurt from holding still. She did not touch the cat. She only sat and breathed. When full dark came, she lifted the whole crate, cat and all, and carried it through the door. Apple stayed curled inside, blinking at the fire. Elspeth had brought Apple home alone. No hands, no chasing. But when she set the crate down, Apple looked at the door, then at the window, and did not settle to sleep. She wanted out. The crate had gotten Apple inside. Keeping her through the whole night, away from the barn, was a different problem, and it was Elspeth's now.

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Chapter 4

Apple would not settle. She sat in the crate by the fire and stared at the door. Then she stood, jumped out, and scratched at the wood. Her claws raked the boards. She turned and did it again. Elspeth watched her from the floor. If she guessed wrong, the cat would tear at that door until dawn. Elspeth thought hard. Her father used to say a full belly makes a body sleepy. He liked it when someone fed him without being asked. Maybe Apple was the same. Maybe she scratched because she was hungry, not because she wanted the barn. Elspeth went to the cold shelf and found the tin of sardines. She mashed a few into a small saucer with the back of a spoon. The smell filled the room. She set the saucer down near the crate, then stepped back so she would not crowd the cat. Apple's head turned. Her nose worked. She left the door and crept to the saucer. She sniffed once, then ate fast, licking the dish clean. When it was empty she sat and cleaned her whiskers with one paw. Elspeth still did not touch her. She dragged the feather toy slow across the floor instead. Apple's eyes followed. The girl flicked it near the crate. Apple pounced, missed, pounced again. She batted the feather over the cushion and into the blanket. Her jumps got slower. Her tail stopped twitching. Apple climbed into the crate. She turned one slow circle on the cushion. She pressed her paws into the soft cloth, kneading it. Then she curled into a tight ball and tucked her nose under her tail. Her sides rose and fell. She did not look at the door again. Elspeth held her breath. She waited for the cat to bolt. Apple only slept. The scratching was done. The girl had guessed right. Food, then play, then the warm crate. That was the order that worked. Elspeth lay on the floor by the fire pit to keep watch. She wanted to be sure Apple stayed. She rested her cheek on her arm and looked at the small sleeping shape. The fire snapped low. Warmth pressed on her back. Her eyes grew heavy. She meant to stay awake, but she did not. Amalia came home from the tavern in the dark. She pushed the door open, ready to help catch the cat if it had gone wild. Instead she stopped. The girl lay curled on the floor, asleep. The cat slept in its crate a hand's reach away. Neither had stirred at the door. Amalia stood there a moment. She let the latch fall soft behind her. "Well," she said, low. "Look at that." She pulled a blanket from the bench and laid it over Elspeth. Apple slept on. The cat had stayed the whole night through. Tomorrow the girl would try to move her from the crate to the pillow.

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Chapter 5

Apple had slept the whole night by the fire. In the morning Elspeth walked her back to the barn, the way the deal required. The cat trotted ahead, nose down, hunting mice among the feed sacks. Elspeth waited by the door. She wanted to be sure Apple remembered the cottage. She wanted to be sure Apple would come home again at dusk. Heinrich came around the corner with a bucket in one hand. He wore his straw hat low. He set the bucket down and looked at the cat, not the girl. "She's back early," he said. "I brought her to hunt," Elspeth said. "Then she comes home with me tonight. Like we agreed." Heinrich nodded slow. He watched Apple slip into the dark between the sacks. "She was born here," he said. "Under that trough. This is her home." He looked at Elspeth now. "A cat drifts back to where it belongs. She'll leave your cottage unless it gives her a reason to stay." Elspeth's stomach dropped. She thought of the crate, the sardines, the feather. She thought Apple had chosen her. But Heinrich said the barn would always pull the cat back. If that was true, every night would be a fight she would lose. Elspeth stood there and thought hard. Her father used to say a place is home when it holds what you love. He said that once about their old chair by the window. Not the wood. The hand that rested there. Apple did not need the barn. She needed something in the cottage that was only hers. "She likes the warm spot best," Elspeth said, half to herself. "Not the crate. My pillow." Heinrich raised one eyebrow. "Then give her the pillow." Elspeth watched Apple hunt a while longer. She made up her mind. She would stop leaving the cat in the crate by the fire. Tonight she would lift Apple onto the pillow, next to her own head, where the blanket held the most heat. She would make her bed the warmest place in the whole cottage. Warmer than any trough. A spot Apple could not find in the barn. At dusk Apple came out from the sacks and rubbed against Elspeth's ankle. The girl carried her home. She did not put her in the crate. She lifted the cat onto her pillow and lay down beside her. Apple sniffed the cloth. She kneaded it once, twice. Then she stretched out against Elspeth's cheek and closed her eyes. Elspeth held still. Heinrich was right about one thing. The barn would always be there. But now the pillow was warm, and it smelled like her, and Apple stayed. The cat did not drift anywhere. She slept pressed to the girl's face until morning. But in the gray light Elspeth woke to a low, rough sound. Apple was not asleep. The cat crouched at the window, staring out, her tail lashing.

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Chapter 6

The next dawn, Apple woke Elspeth again. The cat paced the windowsill and scratched the door. She wanted out. Elspeth understood now. Apple slept in the cottage, but she was bored there. The barn had mice, feed sacks, high beams to climb. The cottage had nothing. If Apple stayed bored, she would drift back to the barn for good. Elspeth carried the problem to school. During free time, the other children played on the floor. Elspeth sat by the window and thought. Cecilia, the teacher who took her in each day, noticed. She crossed the room and crouched beside the girl. A pink rose was pinned in her hair. She spoke plain and low. "You're not playing," Cecilia said. "Something's stuck." "My cat's bored," Elspeth said. "She wants the barn. There's nothing at home to climb." Cecilia thought about that. She looked around the schoolhouse. In the corner leaned a rough tree branch, kept for the fire. "Cats scratch," she said. "They like to climb high. We could build her something." Elspeth sat up. "Here? Now?" "I've got rope and a plank," Cecilia said. "And I'm terrible at sitting still. Might as well be useful." They worked at the back table. Cecilia fixed the branch upright onto the plank with a metal band. Elspeth wound the rope around the trunk, tight, loop over loop, the way Cecilia showed her. Her hands ached, but she did not stop. The branch had two smaller limbs poking out, high enough for a cat to reach. When they finished, the post stood sturdy on its base. Rough bark up top, thick rope down the middle. A thing to climb. A thing to scratch. "That'll hold her," Cecilia said. She wiped her hands. "Better than most things I make." Amalia came at the end of the day, as she always did. She saw the post and lifted it into her arms without a word. Elspeth carried it the last stretch herself, into the cottage, and set it by the fire. At dusk she brought Apple home. The cat sniffed the plank. She smelled the rope. Then she reached up, sank her claws into it, and pulled. Bark flaked off under her paws. Apple climbed to the first limb and perched there, tail curled, eyes half shut. She was not scratching the door. She was not staring at the window. She was busy. That night Apple wore herself out on the post. She climbed and clawed until her legs went slow. Then she jumped down, crossed to the bed, and pressed against Elspeth's cheek. She slept hard, the way a tired cat sleeps. But at dawn Elspeth woke to a new sound. Not scratching. Sneezing. Apple sat by the post, shaking her head, one paw rubbing her nose. Something in the rope or the bark did not agree with her. The cat backed away from the very thing that had tired her out.

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Chapter 7

Apple would not go near the post now. She sneezed each time she passed it. Elspeth watched her all morning. The cat still stretched and flexed her claws. She still needed to scratch. But the post made her sick, and there was nothing else. Elspeth's stomach went cold. If Apple had no safe thing to claw, she would tear the warm bed instead. Then the bed would be ruined, and Apple might not want it. She might drift back to the barn for good. That afternoon Amalia found her crying by the fire. Amalia stood in the doorway, boots still on, the scar pale on her cheek. She usually met a problem with a joke. Now she just crouched down and looked at the cat, then at the post. "She's sick," Elspeth said. "I made her sick. She sneezes at the thing we built. She won't touch it." Amalia leaned close to the post. She sniffed the rough bark up top. She ran a thumb along the rope. "She's not sick," she said. "It's the bark, or the rope. Some cats itch at it. Same as some people sneeze at hay." Elspeth wiped her face. "An allergy?" "That's the word." Amalia stood. "Not your fault. You built her a fine thing. Wrong stuff, is all." "Then she has nothing," Elspeth said. "She'll scratch the bed." Amalia was quiet. She looked around the cottage. Then she went to the door and came back with a bundle of long reeds she kept for kindling. She set them on the floor. "No bark on these," she said. "No rope. Just reed. Smooth and dry." She held one out. Elspeth touched it. It did not itch her hand. "We tie them in a bunch. Stand them up. She can shred them all she likes." They worked on the floor together. Amalia held the reeds tight. Elspeth wound cord around the middle, then the top, then the bottom, tight the way she had learned. The bundle stood up on its own when they finished. It was not pretty. It leaned a little. But it stood. Elspeth carried the old post to the corner and set the reed bundle by the fire in its place. Then she waited. Apple came. She sniffed the reeds. She did not sneeze. She reached up, sank her claws in, and pulled. A reed split with a dry crack. Bits scattered on the floor. The cat pulled again, harder, both paws now, and did not stop. Elspeth let out her breath. Amalia sat back against the hearth. "There," Amalia said. "She's got her scratch. I’m proud of you, kid." Apple worked the reeds until her legs slowed. Then she crossed to the bed and pressed against Elspeth's cheek. The bed was safe. The cat had a place to claw that did not hurt her. But green flecks of shredded reed already lay scattered across the floor, and there would be more of them by morning.

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Chapter 8

Apple slept fine now. The reed post kept her claws happy at night. But mornings turned bad. Each dawn the cat woke restless, then paced and cried all day in the barn while Elspeth sat in school. Heinrich said a barn was no place for a bored cat. Elspeth knew she had no warm daytime spot for her. She lay awake worrying. The barn had mice, but no lap. No soft voice. She thought Apple might grow tired of waiting and wander off for good. So Elspeth made a plan she knew was wrong. That morning she told Amalia she had put Apple back in the barn. She had not. She slid the cat into her leather satchel, tucked a rag under her, and buckled the flap loose so air could reach in. Apple stayed quiet against the soft lining. Elspeth carried the bag to the schoolhouse and set it under her bench. If Apple could not be alone, then Apple would come with her. Agnes noticed first. She sat two seats over, the carpenter's daughter with light brown hair to her cheeks. She never missed a thing. She leaned down and looked into the gap of the flap. "There's a cat in your bag," she said, flat, not loud. She did not gasp. She just reached in and let Apple sniff her fingers. "She's soft. My father would say she'll shed on everything." A small smile cracked her calm face. The two girls bent low over the satchel. Elspeth stroked Apple's white fur. Agnes scratched behind the cat's ear and Apple leaned into it. For a while nobody paced and nobody cried. Elspeth forgot the lesson entirely. She forgot the room. She only saw the cat's happy eyes and Agnes grinning beside her. Then the room went still. Elspeth looked up. Cecilia stood over the bench, the pink rose in her chestnut hair, her arms folded. She was the teacher who took Elspeth in each day while Amalia worked. She had helped build a scratching post once. Now her sleepy eyes were sharp. "Elspeth," Cecilia said. "Both of you have missed the whole lesson." She looked into the bag and sighed. "A cat does not belong in a schoolhouse." She crouched down. "I know why you did it. But this is not the place for her. She could bolt out the door and be gone." Elspeth's face burned. "She's lonely all day. She cries in the barn." Cecilia was quiet a moment. "Then we need a real answer, not a satchel." She stood. "Take her home after school. Tell Amalia the truth. And ask her what warm place the cat can have while you're gone." Elspeth buckled the flap. The plan was over. But now she had a new task, and it was bigger than a bag. She had to make a real daytime home for Apple, or lose her.

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Chapter 9

Elspeth walked home slow. The satchel felt heavy on her shoulder, though Apple rode quiet inside it now. Cecilia's words stuck in her ears. Tell Amalia the truth. She had lied that morning. She had said the cat was in the barn. Amalia trusted her, and she had broken it. Her stomach hurt the whole way. When the cottage came into view, its patched roof and worn door, she almost turned back. Amalia sat on the step, lacing her boots for the tavern shift. The scar on her cheek caught the light. She looked up. "You're late," she said. Then she saw Elspeth's face. "What." Elspeth's eyes filled. She set the satchel down and unbuckled the flap. Apple's white head poked out, ears twitching. "I lied," Elspeth said. The words shook. "I didn't put her in the barn. I took her to school. In my bag. She was crying all day alone and I couldn't leave her." She was crying now too. "Please don't be mad. Please let me keep her." Amalia went still. She did not smile or joke. She looked at the cat, then at the girl. "You lied to me," she said. Flat. "I know." Elspeth wiped her nose. "I know it was wrong." Apple climbed out of the satchel and pressed against Elspeth's leg. The girl scooped her up. She dug in her pocket and pulled out a small grey cloth mouse, seams stitched crooked. "I made her this. So she'd have something at the barn." She held it out. Apple batted it and caught it in her paws. Elspeth pressed her wet face into the cat's fur. Apple went limp against her, purring, and rubbed her chin along the girl's jaw. Amalia watched them. The stiffness in her shoulders eased. She stood and came down the step. "Look at me," she said. Elspeth looked up. "You don't lie to me. Not about her. Not about anything. Understand?" "Yes." "If something's wrong, you tell me. That's the deal." Amalia crouched to their level. She reached out one rough finger and scratched behind Apple's ear. The cat leaned into it, same as she'd leaned into Agnes. "She picked you," Amalia said quiet. "I'm not blind. She sleeps on your pillow. She comes home. That cat's ours now." Elspeth's breath caught. "So I can keep her?" "You already have her." Amalia stood and picked up her boots. "But the barn still won't work in the day. She can't come to school. And I'm gone at the tavern." She frowned. "We need a real place for her while you're both away. A warm one." Elspeth held Apple tighter. The lie was gone. The trust held. But Amalia was right. Tomorrow Apple would wake alone again, and there was still no warm place to leave her.

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Chapter 10

Elspeth woke before the sun. Apple slept curled on her pillow, warm against her cheek. School started soon. Amalia was still gone at the tavern. Today Apple would stay in the cottage, not the barn. But the cottage would be empty and quiet all day. Elspeth remembered how Apple cried when she was left alone. She climbed out of bed and started to work. She set the reed scratcher by the window where the morning light fell. Apple liked to shred it. Then she dragged the crate bed close, fluffed the cushion, and smoothed the pastel blanket over the top. She placed the grey cloth mouse inside, where Apple could find it. "That's your bed," she whispered. "Stay in it. Be good." In the kitchen she mashed the last of the sardines into a saucer. She set it near the bed so Apple would not go hungry. She filled a dish with water too. She cracked the shutter so Apple could watch the birds. Her arms ached and her eyes felt heavy. She had barely slept, listening for the cat all night. Apple hopped down and sniffed the saucer. She ate a few bites, then wandered to the door. She scratched at it. Elspeth's chest tightened. "No," she said. "Not the barn. Here." She picked Apple up and set her on the cushion. Apple jumped off and scratched the door again. Elspeth knelt beside her. She was out of ideas. She had made the cottage warm and soft and full of things. Still the cat wanted out. Still the day stretched long and empty ahead. She was going to be late. Her throat hurt. She buckled her satchel and looked back at Apple one last time. Then she had a thought. She took the crate bed and carried it to the warm spot by the hearth, where last night's coals still glowed faint. She tucked the mouse and the saucer close. She dragged the scratcher over too, so it all sat together in one cozy corner. She set Apple down in the middle of it. Apple turned a slow circle. She batted the mouse. She pawed the reeds. Then she settled into the cushion, tucked her nose under her tail, and closed her eyes near the warmth. She did not go to the door. Elspeth let out her breath. "There," she said soft. She stroked the cat's head once. Apple purred without waking. It was not perfect. Apple would still be alone for hours. But she was settled, and warm, and home. Elspeth slipped out and pulled the door shut behind her. She walked to school with her eyes stinging from no sleep. She had done everything she could think of. Now she had to trust it would hold. Tonight, if Apple was curled in that warm corner when she came back, she would know the cottage had won.

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