Lilah

Lilah's Arc

3 Chapters

Lilah's dream is delivering her firstborn child safely into the world she is building from the wreckage..

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by @Sydneypaige
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Chapter 1

Lilah pressed both hands to her belly and counted the days she had left. Not many. The baby kicked hard, close now, and Lilah knew almost nothing about bringing a child into the world alone. She sat on the smooth palm log outside her shelter and stared at the wreck down the shore. The ship had taken her partner and left her this: a beach, a growing belly, and no one to help her. The shelter behind her stood crooked but solid, palm logs bound with twine, leaves piled on top. She had built it with raw hands. But no shelter could teach her what her body would soon demand. Fear sat in her chest like a stone. If something went wrong during the birth, no one would come. She and the baby could die on this sand. Lilah refused to just wait for that. She got up and walked to the wrecked ship. She had searched it once for food. Now she searched for knowledge. She climbed through a broken window and dug through swollen drawers and split cabinets. Her fingers found a soaked leather book. She peeled the pages apart. A ship's medical log, water-stained but readable. Diagrams. Steps. How to check a baby's position. How to breathe. How to cut and tie the cord. What to do if the child came the wrong way. A parrot landed on the railing above her, bright and loud. It watched her turn each page. "Push," it squawked, mimicking some long-gone sailor. Lilah almost laughed. "Not yet," she told it. She carried the book back and read by her fire until the light died. She practiced every step out loud. She boiled strips of cloth in a shell over the flames and set them to dry clean. She sharpened a flat blade against a stone and cleaned it in the fire's heat. Beside her nest of woven logs and leaves, she laid the cloth, the blade, a length of twine. She read the hardest pages twice, the ones about bleeding that would not stop. By the time the fire was embers, Lilah knew what to do. She could not promise it would be enough. But she was no longer helpless. She had a plan, a clean blade, and words she could follow when her mind went white with pain. She rested one hand on the small bassinet. "I'm ready for you now," she said. The parrot repeated it softly from the roof. Then a warm rush spread down her legs and soaked the sand. A cramp seized her low and hard, sharper than any before. Lilah gripped the log and breathed the way the book had shown her. The reading was over. Her daughter was coming tonight, ready or not.

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Chapter 2

The pain came in waves now, each one closer than the last. Lilah knelt on the sand by her fire and gripped the smooth palm log until her knuckles ached. She tried to hold the book's words in her mind, but they slipped away. Her breath went ragged. No one would talk her through this. The next wave hit, and her body locked up. Fear turned her arms to stone. She could not remember what came next, and the panic told her she would fail. "Breathe out," a voice said. "Not in. Out. Long and slow." Lilah's head snapped up. An old woman stood at the edge of the firelight. Grey hair fell past her knees. She wore a plain dress and a necklace of small shells. She moved without hurry, as if she had walked this beach a hundred times. Lilah had believed she was alone on the whole island. Now a stranger crouched beside her and rested a warm, dry hand on her back. "I heard the parrot," the woman said. "It called your words back to the trees. My people live where the shore turns. I am Kaimana. Push when I tell you, not before." Lilah wanted to ask a hundred things. Another wave cut them off. She began to seize up again, and Kaimana squeezed her shoulder hard. "Look at me," Kaimana said. "Out. With me." She breathed loud and slow, and Lilah copied her. The stone in Lilah's chest cracked. Air moved. Her mind cleared enough to work. Kaimana checked her with steady hands and nodded. "The baby is turned right. You did well to ready yourself. Now you only have to listen." For the first time since the water took him, Lilah was not carrying this alone. She followed Kaimana's voice through each wave. When Kaimana said breathe, she breathed. When Kaimana said rest, she rested. The clean cloth and the blade lay ready in the sand where Lilah had placed them. Kaimana glanced at them and gave a small, approving grunt. "Now," Kaimana said at last. "Push down. Long. I have you." Lilah pushed. She screamed into the dark. The parrot shrieked from the shelter roof. She pushed again, and again, with Kaimana counting her through it. Then a new cry rose over the fire, thin and furious and alive. Kaimana lifted the baby and laid her on Lilah's chest. "A girl," she said softly. "Strong. Loud." She showed Lilah how to hold her, then took up the blade and twine to finish the cord. Lilah stared at the small red face against her skin. Her daughter was here. Both of them had lived. She looked up at the old woman who had come out of the dark. "Thank you," Lilah whispered. Kaimana wiped the baby clean with warm cloth. "She needs a name," she said. "What will you call her?" Lilah opened her mouth. The name he chose sat behind her teeth. She had not said it since he died. Now she had to.

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Chapter 3

The name left Lilah's mouth at last. "Melody." It broke as she said it, but she said it. The baby went quiet against her chest. Kaimana smiled and pressed a warm cloth over them both. The fire cracked in its ring of stones. For a moment there was only the three of them and the dark sea beyond. Then Kaimana looked up at the sky. The light was already thin. "You cannot stay here tonight," she said. "The tide comes high. The wind turns cold after dark. A new baby will not last it." She nodded toward Lilah's shelter, the low hut of palm logs and twine. "That will keep out sun. Not the sea." Lilah looked at her hut. She had built it herself from what the shore gave her. She had been proud of it. Now the old woman was right, and that stung. "Where would we go?" "My people live where the shore bends," Kaimana said. "Warm walls. Dry ground. Women who have raised many children." She held out a hand. "Come with me before the light is gone." Lilah did not take it. She held Melody tighter. She did not know this woman. An hour ago she had been a voice from the shadows. Now she wanted Lilah to leave the one place Lilah had made safe and follow her into the trees. Everything Lilah had lost, she had lost by trusting the sea to carry her. "I don't know you," she said. "No," Kaimana said. She did not argue. She crouched and lifted the small bassinet Lilah had woven, slender logs and layered leaves, a nest for the baby. She turned it in her hands and touched the tight knots. "You made this. Steady work. You think ahead. So think now." She set it down gently. "Stay, and you gamble two lives on the weather. Go, and you gamble on me. One of those, I can promise you food and fire." Melody stirred and made a thin, cold cry. Lilah felt how small she was. The wind off the water had already turned. Lilah looked at the reaching dark, then at the old brown eyes that had not once looked away. The woman had come when no one else did. She had put her hands on Lilah and asked nothing back. "All right," Lilah said. "We'll come." Kaimana rose. She lifted the bassinet under one arm and banked the fire with sand. From the shelter roof the parrot dropped down and rode her shoulder, chattering. "He led me to you," Kaimana said. "He will lead us back." Lilah stood, slow and sore, and cradled her daughter against the wind. She left the hut she had built standing empty on the sand. She was walking into a stranger's world now, with nothing but the child in her arms and a choice she could not take back.

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